Sad Holiday - Niki DeMar Lyrics

#Lyrics

It’s that special time of year, 
with the streets lit through the night 
the radio is playin all Christmas songs 
People feel so merry and bright 

I can’t wake up in the morning cause
something doesn’t feel right 
Even though the holidays are coming
I still feel the weight of my life

So I put on my coat,
Brush my hair, 
Put up my Christmas lights 
Fake the motions til I feel alright
This time of year makes me feel 
a kinda way I don’t how to say 

If I do—
the things that I’m supposed to do,
Maybe I’ll feel better soon 
Everyone’s red and I feel blue... 

I’m fighting through my 
Sad holiday 

hold on it’ll be alright,
fake a smile to get through the night
hold on it’ll be alright,
fake a smile to get through the night

It makes me feel worse, 
when people around me are full of cheer 
It makes me wonder,
What it’ll take to make me love this time of year 

everyone around me wants to go out and celebrate 
but I can’t help that I’m not jolly I’m going thru the motions on christmas day

So I put on my coat,
Brush my hair, 
Put up my Christmas lights 
Fake the motions til I feel alright
This time of year makes me feel 
a kinda way I don’t how to say 

If I do—
the things that I’m supposed to do,
Maybe I’ll feel better soon 
Everyone’s red and I feel blue... 

I’m fighting through my 
Sad holiday 

hold on it’ll be alright,
fake a smile to get through the night
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sometimes I feel the magic in the air
sometimes I’m almost happy almost there 
But then the snow it melts and I forget that I was ever fine

So I put on my coat,
Brush my hair, 
Put up my Christmas lights 
Fake the motions til I feel alright
This time of year makes me feel 
a kinda way I don’t how to say 

If I do—
the things that I’m supposed to do,
Maybe I’ll feel better soon 
Everyone’s red and I feel blue... 

I’m fighting through my 
Sad holiday 

hold on it’ll be alright,
fake a smile to get through the night
x2